Sunday

     Well, we missed church today.  I can't say either of us are looking forward to showing our faces again after having our last Sunday announced a few weekends ago.  Actually, I am also avoiding a question that I prefer not to be asked but it is my guilt and should not keep me from church.  I was somewhat thankful to awake sick with no voice even though we had already decided not to go this morning, perhaps I thought it would make not going more acceptable.  After I caught up on sleep and got a hot shower I found my voice and have come to terms with my guilty conscience... for the most part.  Ironically (as it was meant to be) the AWANA verse this week is - He said, "Friend, your sins are forgiven." (Luke 5:20).  Last Monday evening when I was feeling exceptionally guilty I was laying between my oldest (almost 5) and his sister as they fell asleep and he whispered in my ear, "Don't forget Jesus forgives us."
     I don't plan on being part of AWANA this evening but I do want my kids to be there and have fun.  Hubby and I have some shopping to do since we are going to be stuck here and currently have very few groceries.  It would be nice to go shopping without the kids but if I'm needed I will go and hubby can do the shopping :).